Tuesday, September 12, 2006 

The Suicidal Note of Kurt Cobain, 1967-1994


To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

If there was one band that epitomised the sound of grunge then it had to be Nirvana, the garage rock outfit that emerged from the trailer-park no man's land of Aberdeen, Washington, some eight miles outside Seattle, way back in 1986. Comprised of Kurt Cobain (guitar/vocals) and Chris Novoselic (bass), they went through a succession of drummers before finally settling on ex-Scream member Dave Grohl.
Kurt Cobain is one of the best band singers in the history of music. This page is dedicated to that man who showed us a new way of seeing life through his music. Nirvana's music was filled with something special that made it a group that will never be replaced. Kurt's death is one of the most famous suicides from rock groups, "miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become."

2:26 AM | |

Friday, August 18, 2006 

Hey guys I am back again! Well I was never away , only I was in the middle of my hibernation. I will not bore u with my uaual craps! I am trying something else here now.Weeks after weeks I am playing warcraft- The game I feel has redifined the genre Strategy game.Warcraft never cease to excite me nor it has let me down or bore me.U find nu concepts after each and every game u play.Its very funny that we the ultra-modren( i seriously doubt if this lebel applies on me!) and 21th century netizens can be so obcessed on Middle earth creature( namely elves, orcs and undeads) and their godforsaken powers. Here's some video I thought would be very entertaining.

10:12 PM | |

Tuesday, July 04, 2006 

My Mis-adventure!!


Well I want everyone to hear it clear, i am on the verge of nervous breakdown!!
Well my well wishers and my kins may well know that I am not the sort of guy who gets tipsy to quickly but after been grinded for three weeks straight in a power plant that is making all possible attempt to not turn broke, trying hard to follow what the morons-in-the-form of-guide have their mind, and fucking my ass off in stupid project reports, well i guess my temper as well as my dioptre level ( for all the non-technicals:dioptre is the the measure of eye-sight) is escalating.
I sometime feel that plagiarism is a bliss. I got really scandalized hearing how Kaavya Vishwanathan got a deal, got wild and screwed it up!! The americcans spared no pain to fling mud on the 'over-achiever' Harvard sophomore.But really,if it had not been for the internet and endless refence books how those late-riser,class-bunkers and cotton-headed students could manage to submit those piece-of-trashes called assignments and projects!!!

3:57 AM | |

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 

The Cup of Life


Life in an 8-inch diameter:
As we move closer to the the fateful date of 9th July,Germany gears upto witness the clash of titans , a battle one of its kind, a rare qurdrennial spectacle, a combat of demi-gods and mortals who seek to rule the world by controlling the 8 inch inflated ball with a rare abandon and finesse.
32 teams are sweating and keeping no stones unturned to achieve the coveted title and the much sought after cup.Everyone is raring to go after another and claim the trophy "The Cup of life".
Mighty teams likeBrazil,England.Argentina,Italy and the hosts Germany have their eyes set on the trophy but time and again it has been proved that in the game of football there is no such term as minnows ; the teams which can apply themselves and garb to every trace of opportunities that come their way can pulverize any opposition on the D-day.
Top footballers around the globe would agree that being party of the World cup football tournament is their ultimate salvation.Playing for different clubs may bulge their piggy-bank but being part of a football worldcup and performing well can escalate one into the ranks of demi-gods and thier names get indelibly seared into the eons of history.
Football worldcup as the adage goes is a game 'larger than life',a game that captures the fantasy of millions, can catapault a nondescript nation or an obscure person to the pinnacle of glory, a game that unites millions and alienate million others. This is a game not about trying to guide the 8-inch ball beyond the gloves of the goalkeeper, it is a game of passion,of agony, of betrayal, of ninghty minutes of glory or fall,a game where the adrenal and temper are both on the rise.Melee among fans, fan running amock in fits of rage are pretty hackneyed.Law and order in the stadium is a bone of contention for the organizing nation. But still there is something in this game that makes one be out of bed, shrieking and ranting,pumpimg fist in air with eyes glued to the 17 inch CRT tube voraciously devouring the gravity-defying and breadthtaking kicks,mortals with skills beyond the grasp of the commoners dodging and dribbling the ball with the rare adroitness of a surgeon and finesse of a master craftsman.
This time the "Greatest Show On Earth" promises to be more large and reaching to a wide spectrum of spectators.Security measures have been exemplery. NATO surveillance planes can be spotted in the sky aware of the fact that Munich where the games begin was the scene where Palestinian terrorists killed 11 Israeli athletes at 1972 olympics."Team geist"( which means team spirit) is the name of the official ball that will be used in all games. It is stitchless and its 14 panels are heated and glued togather.Every ball will be stamped with the date,time,venue and name of the rival nations in the game.
As the whistels are blown and the ball is being kicked, billions around the globe will sit fixed to the 17 inch monitor oblivious of the happening elsewhere be it the rising cost of living or political vortex that is looming large or civil war raging across the frontiers or terrorist running at large.All the humane needs and trite occurance will take the back-seat as every eye shall follow every move of their heroes lest they miss all the action,the destitute and the affluent shall all chorus in harmony forgetting their economic divide for this game as the maxim goes is a 'Great Equalizer'.The same cadence can be heard in the arena where the modern day gladiators are being cheered by the millions of fans shouting out their names and national anthem.For the next 90 minutes all shall sing the refrain "The cup Of Life"

9:52 PM | |

Saturday, April 29, 2006 

Still more Bits and Bytes!!













3:00 AM | |

 

If Microsoft was a Car Manufacturer...........

At a recent computer expo, Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated:" If auto industry had kept up with the technology like the computer industry has,we would all be driving twenty-five dollar cars that 1000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, auto manufacturers issued a press release stating the following: "If we had developed technology like Microsoft, we would be driving cars with the following characteristics"

















1.For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash twice a day.

2.Everytime they repainted the lines on the road,you would have to buy a new car.

3.Occasionally,your car would die on the freeway for no reason,and you would accept this,restart and drive on


4.Occasionally,executing a maneuver such as a left turn would cause your car to shut down and refuse to start;in which case you would have reinstall the engine.

5.Only one person at a time could use the car,unless you bought'Car95' or 'CarNT'.Then you would have to buy more seats.

6.Macintosh would make a car that was powered by the sun,was more reliable,five times as fast,and twice as easy to drive,but would only run on five percent of the road .

7.The oil,water,temperature and alternator warning lights would be replaced by a single 'general car fault' warning light.

8.The air-bag system would say "Are u sure?" before going off.

9.Occasionally,For no reason whatsoever,your car would lock you out and refuse to let you in until you simultaneously lifted the door handle,turned the key and grabbed holed the radio antenna.

10.Car buyers would be require to purchase a set of road maps(produced by subsidiary),even though they neither need them or want them.Attempting to delete this option would immediately cause the cars performance to diminish by 50 percent or more.

11.Everytime of introducing a new model,car buyers would have to learn how to drive all over again because none of the controls would operate in the same manner as the old car.

12.You'd press the 'Start' button to shut off the engine.












2:52 AM | |

 

Bits and Bytes!!!










2:03 AM | |

Friday, March 24, 2006 

To whom it may concern
I solemnly admit that the content of this page is purely the figment of my imagination,however , any resemblance of any content,images or reference to real life is purely accidental and irrelevant because I don't guarantee that all my posts will be genuine and not a Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V!! Viwers who wish to take all the pains to read my craps are free to do so and I recommend them not to lament later!!

2:19 AM | |





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